dia

Merambah duniaku kembali.. 
Melintasi pikiran ini..
Merasuk sesak dirohani..
Menjelma menjadi percik darah dari tubuh ini.
Menangkis alam bawah sadar yg terbantai..
Membuka lembar memori yg melambai.
Segenap sangkalan hati..
Tapi tak kuat menghakimi ..
Kalau2 dulu aku sendiri
Tak akan sprti ini..
Batinku pun terbantai..
Emosi itu mencacii
Terasa sesak sekali..
Knp mesti kali ini !
Disaat ia tak peduli ..
Teriakkanku pun tak disadari!
Mampukah aku terus memaki diri!
Ah.. Gejolak ini hanya ilusi.
Tak apalah kusimpan dipetimati.
Agar dunia mengiranya mati !!!!!!!!
Kelak kalo iaa kembali..
Mudah2an itu hanya mimpi !! 
by fifit.

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